Someone wake me, I can't seem to break free

You know, sometimes I feel trapped. Trapped in a world full of obligations. And I'm not liking it. I've never been the kind of girl or person that liked to do things that were obliged to me. Like I've never liked school when I was little. Not because of the learning part. I liked to learn, but because of the fact that it was obliged. That I didn't liked. And frankly I still don't. Now at school I have to make patterns from a dress for someone else. And someone else for me. It means I need to do it perfectly. Without any changes. I can make changes when I'm making my own patterns. I really have to get rid of this behaviour or feeling. Whatever it may be. Because it limits myself. But in some way it just doesn't want to go away.

Oh well, it's just how I am I guess. For the rest I really like to live and do the things I do. And when I'm getting older I hope the feeling is getting less. This isn't a complaining post ;) Just telling how I am, because this still is a personal blog. Some kind of diary, but with also outfits and other things! Things that keep me busy. Sometimes it's about fun things, then it's about sad things, other time it's about happy things and now it's about a bad trait I have.

And now an outfit!

H&M jacket and tights
Fornarina bow blouse and heels
Selfmade dress
Bow from Claire's
Viktor & Rolf bag
Vintage belt

And what do you think of little Anna. Isn't she cute?! She's the new little kittin from boyfriend.

And another thing. The last time I showed my room was in March. And it was already very different then! For the ones who are 'new' here (new means when you started to read my blog after new year ;) ) I changed my room around last Christmas! Before that it was really really colourful. So I finally have my new bed for about 3 or 4 months now, after waiting for 6 months. I also finally have a nice way to store up my shoes! The only things missing are a nice desk and desk chair. Here are some photos of my room how it is now.

Little edit over here... The worst part is, that all these shoes, aren't even all of my shoes. I have more in shoeboxes... But those are the ones I'm not wearing a lot. I rarely wear those.









And something that isn't standing on my room, but at the other side of the attic.

The rack behind this rack isn't mine! Just so you know.

More clothes I own... Pretty bad, no?