Viktor & Rolf: Clownesque or electric blue?

So, so short...

Went to the hairdresser yesterday... To get rit of my roots and some dead ends. Wanted it a bit shorter, because of the weather. Just on my shoulders. Now it's fucking above my shoulders. Even the front is shorter than I wanted and said. And I HATE it. Yesterday evening I couldn't stop crying about it. I cried for about an hour. And now today. I just awoke, thought 'where's my hair?!', remembered what happend to it and I start to cry again. The last time I cried about my hair like this is already way more than a year ago. And my hair was sometimes too short the past 13 months. Just consider how short it is than. I can't wear a high ponytail anymore, because of the back and it reminds me of a dogs tail that has been amputated. And then on a dog who looks way more nice with a long tail and it looks onnatural with such a stump. That's how it feels and looks. And when I'm at home in the morning and evening, I just want to wear a ponytail, because I like it that way and it's easy. I feel so damn horrible now. And I know there are more worse things than too short hair, but to me it's really really worse. Now I have to wait about 5 months again till I have the hairstyle that I wanted, while yesterday morning I still had to wait about 1 month and maybe even shorter.

Is there something real that's behind the mask?

Oh man, I love summer breaks! Even though I don't have my official summer break yet, I was the whole last week free! Last wednesday I went to the Hermitage with my dad and Jeanette (very good friend of the family). Museum with clothes, accessories and paintings from the Russian Czar. I've saw dresses and uniforms from 1850 to 1917. It was gorgeous. All those fabrics, beats and handwork. I would go crazy if I had to sew all those thousand of beats on a dress! When we went back to the car, there was this green little piece of paper under those.. Oh man, how do you call those things? Forgot the name in Dutch and English. I'll try to explain it. Those black things that makes sure you can look through your window when it's training! Well, underneath that thing the green little piece of paper was sort of stuck. So first my dad thought it was an apoligie note, because someone damaged his car. But it wasn't. It was a cellphone number from some guy. The note says: 'For your daughter, from M.', with his cellphone number. When we saw it Jeanette and I couldn't stop laughing! But my dad didn't though it was funny, haha.

Evi made these photos last week sunday, so not yesterday, but the week before it. These photos were made in her little village Halle.

I was wearing my
Prada jacket
Vintage dress from Ilovevintage
Antique necklace that belonged to my great-grandmother
Bow from Bijou Brigitte
Tights from H&M
Heels from Nine West
Vintage purse from Ilovevintage

Edit:
Oh, I kept telling to myself that I shouldn't forgot to tell that you can still send in your favorite outfit! It's still possible till the 10th of July! I want to thank everyone who already sended in their favorite look! And I'm still curious, so keep in sending them! For the ones who don't know where I'm talking about, you can read it here.

some new and old purchases part 3

I must admit, yes even I thought it, that when the first time I saw this dress in real life, it was a grandma dress. But I do see potential in it. I'm going to alter and shorten it and I'm sure it's nog going to be grandma-ish! I actually can't call it grandma-ish, because my grandmother walks with freaking army pants! And for I forget, this dress is like many others also from Ilovevintage.nl

I got this dress at the beginning of May. The evening I got it, I shortened immediatly, because I wanted to wear it the next day to my internship. Also from Ilovevintage.nl. Who got an addiction? Me? No, you're such a joker! Caugh, caugh.

Got this headband last week saturday with Evi at the H&M Divided!

2 skirts, yet again from Ilovevintage.nl. Needed those pretty bad. My other black selfmade skirts is frequently in the laundry, because I wear it pretty often... And sometimes I just don't want to wear a pleated skirt.

And a blouse to wear it with them! I'm sorry that I have to say, but it's also from Ilovevintage.nl. Already getting sick of me and my addiction?

I bet you are getting sick of me and my addiction! Because another lovely ( to my opinion) purchase from Ilovevintage.nl. I must say that the dress doesn't look so good like this. It's way more cute when I'm wearing it!

Still more to come! Also because I got two new pairs of shoes last saturday, when I was in Amsterdam.

R.I.P

I have no words for it... The best artist ever, Michael Jackson, is dead... I was in shock when I heard the news early this morning and I still am... You went too soon Mike